Life

2010-12-26T02:29:00.002+08:00

7 wks into bmt. started craving out a career a hope. at least i m advancing towards it. no matter what the result of this path is. at least i tried, i have confidence. but just 40-50%. its nvr easy, but i will do my best. this will be a deciding factor of my future then. And i wanna make you ppl proud.

Life's pretty good. i m contented =)

2010-09-10T12:38:00.002+08:00

Round 1
I was interested, i went for it.
Had tt ball in my control, but i knew i have to let go.
I held on to it, but still suffering blows and obstacles.
Finally, I gave up.

Round 2
Waited for another chance, it came but it was too late. i lose to the opponent. i lose to time. i lose to fate. he scored first. i was too late. i lost the game. now what i can wait for. is a rematch. he can have the title now. but if he screws up.....

Whats worth having is worth fighting for. When it gets tough, u just gotta fight somemore.

2010-09-10T09:24:00.001+08:00

I cant do anything but only to see u leave with him,
all i hope is tt u dont suffer another heartbreak.
But dont forget our promise, it stays forever.

2010-09-09T12:41:00.003+08:00

I cant stop liking you.
But i could try burying my feelings deep inside.
Waiting for it to be rediscovered one day.
The day when i wont let u go anymore.

2010-09-06T10:16:00.002+08:00

千里寻她千百度
莫然回首
那人正在灯火澜珊处

Love is gone.........

2010-05-10T14:14:00.002+08:00

What are we suppose to do
After all that we've been thru
When everything that feel so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone

There's nth left to prove
no use to deny this simple thruth
Cant find a reason to keep holding on
Now that the love is gone, love is gone

2010-02-28T17:36:00.002+08:00

Graduate LO!

But feeling pretty aimless now actually. Waiting for enlistment. Gonna go for some holidays! Next stop hong kong! haha.

Congrats to you bro. But as i have said, you have to learn to be more mature and sensible le. Will be here to offer help ANYTIME.

2010-02-15T13:04:00.002+08:00

No more projs and term tests. now its just 2 exams to go and we will be graduating. frankly speaking, i dont know what to say/feel about graduation. m i suppose to be happy? i dont have any emotions about it now. To me its just one chapter ending, another chapter awaits. and it will be an exciting one. Army: where boys become man, and man becomes?

It CNY and Vday, i haven slp much during the past fews day, 30 plus hours awake, then a few hours of slp. I dont wanna spend my day rotting at home for CNY. have to start studying soon = must play more now! hahaa.

Happy CNY! HUAT AH!

"trying slping with a broken heart, and u'll wish u nvr wake up.."

2010-01-25T12:01:00.004+08:00

Played mahjong yesterday, simply no luck man. Learn how to play texas poker. haha. hmmm. all becoming gamblers? haha.

I foresee some possible change in me. Is it cause i m growing and maturing. i just hope i wont have a fucked up character then (not about gambling la!!) haha.

2010-01-21T23:00:00.001+08:00

Sian. i just can get myself to start doing proj. sucks man. i need some motivation !!!

2010-01-21T01:14:00.002+08:00

Was reading through my previous post in this blogs. It records my life, most of the significant events previously. It is quite meaningful reading it again and recapping my memories. living thru my memories once again. haha.

So i think i shld continue blogging for quite some time. haha. hmmm. so whats my recent updates? hmm. haven been quite active on mahjong tables. haha. projects deadlines are coming. dead shit. haha. its the first time i m actually looking forward to exams. hmmm. surprising huh. today was a long day, woke up at 6 to do sch stuffs cause i slp super early last night. 2030h! haha. then sch, proj and bball with Ritz colleaques and friend. miss those days when i can play bball pretty ok. haha. now cui. thats my events for the day i guess. ahah. update again soon i hope. bye

2010-01-06T17:41:00.002+08:00

Death, a release to all illness and diseases?
I hope so.
To somewhere where happiness lies.
Have a gd journey.

2009-12-22T12:09:00.000+08:00

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird

2009-12-11T21:27:00.001+08:00

What u see is superficial.
What u feel is deep inside.
Ppl can see me but can they feel me?

2009-11-03T21:55:00.002+08:00

Life back in school is a little busier than days during SIP. haha. i m living my life quite fruitfully. haha. i cant say to the fullest, cause i think i m not, yet. But i m happy with my life. and i can be a little happier if some things turn out well for me. hah. i should be grateful for what i have now and be contented. but i m greedy. LOL. i just hope for a little more.

Last semester back in sch. half a yr more to graduation. having mixed feelings. Happy to graduation. but fear for some changes. not NS. i m fine with serving NS. haha. We shall all enjoy this last semester in sch.

With a blink of an eye. Seniors becomes Alumni. haha

2009-09-10T23:33:00.002+08:00

人与人之间需要沟通，
既说是人与人，
一个巴掌当然拍不响。

2009-09-09T10:56:00.001+08:00

090909
I was looking to this day thinking that it might be a milestone in my life.
Now, it seems like it wont.
or maybe it would, just that it is not the way i wanted it to be.

2009-08-30T16:39:00.001+08:00

There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.

There is only 1 way 2 say those 3 words, that's what i'll do.

2009-08-07T11:01:00.000+08:00

Life isn't simple
Life is short
Why so serious?
Its time to change my attitude towards life i guess
I will then lead a happier life

Cheers to everyone!

2009-07-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

i ate a biscuit tt you gave
And i sensed my heart telling me

That i love you....

2009-07-17T20:09:00.003+08:00

This blog has be left dead for quite some time. dont know why. but i just dont know what to post and dont feel like writing. life has been not really exciting i guess.

i guess everyone has a taste of working full time for 4 months alrdy. haha. if anyone see this, u may wanna tag on how u feel about working. do u miss sch? miss friends in sch? haha.

2009-06-27T18:36:00.002+08:00

I got too much things in my mind but i dont know how to express them in words.

I FEEL LOST.

2009-06-21T18:14:00.002+08:00

i think i m a little addicted to driving. haha. so fun so free i.e. wanna go where then go where. surely not free in finance terms cause its ex. haha. but its a damn gd experience and its a great catalyst for me i shld say. haha. i had a lot of fun with friends. its one of the way to draws ppl closer. but the FUN shld nvr end!! haha.

I had a bad fall from runway blading. haha.

2009-06-08T22:46:00.003+08:00

Its been so so long since i last blogged. just plain lazy. haha

Went for bbq last fri. not ECP. Not pasir ris. u willl see where. haha. it was quite fun.

There after we had some drinks. i went high and crazy after that. haha. lucky no photos. but it was the craziest thing ever. haha

2009-05-30T04:52:00.001+08:00

Term Test is around the corner. just two days away. gd luck. all the best

2009-05-29T08:15:00.001+08:00

I created facebook. haha.

I mean i created facebook acc. haha

2009-05-09T10:14:00.007+08:00

Its been so long since i last posted. Too tired and lazy to post le. haha.

Last sat me wk and zj went JB tgt. with faizal MIA. haha. Hmm. nothing much. just new shopping centres and some small differences from sg. haha. they are only a bridge away. haha. but their kopitiam or coffeeshop can be quite cheap. haha. we had a filling dinner with the risk of food poisoning. haha. just jk.

When we came back, me and zj went to st james power house to celebrate lek ning's bday. Here's some of the pics

with ws and kian teck

with wei sheng

2009-04-26T08:25:00.002+08:00

Just woke up from a 14h slp after 36hrs w/o slp. haha.

Went to sch after work and stay over for camp. it was quite fun. did a lot of thing i nvr did for the past 2 yrs in sch. i shall try to participate more in events. haha. went for ECP at 1 as i volunteered to be a safety canoeist for the inter sch biathlon. the sun is scotching man. despite applying sun tanning oil. i got sun burnt quite badly. haha. but everything this wk is damn fun. haha. going for soccer soon lo. bb.

Change

2009-04-14T19:35:00.003+08:00

Change is the only constant
Things change
People change
Feelings change
Everything changes

For the past few years, i m sure that everyone has changed.
Probably, you can look back at some of the memories.
And you might find some of them rather amusing.

Looking back at some of the things that i did and said,
I realised that i have changed,
through experiences,
through failures,
through pain,
through success.
And hopefully i have changed for the better.

天灰

2009-04-11T18:49:00.003+08:00

时间不是应该冲淡一切吗？
这些日子我是在用活动来麻醉自己吗?
一旦我闲下来，回忆如江水般涌了过来。
这时的天就像我心中的情景。
真想回到过去。
我好想你。

2009-04-10T07:06:00.002+08:00

Just reach home not long ago. met up with cat high bros. haha. hmm. waiting for my short hair to dry before i go to bed. haha.

went for dinner with some of poly classmates. though its only 8 of us. its nice to have dinner tgt once in a while to meet up chit chat about our internships. tonnes of interesting stuffs to talk about. haha. hope we can meet up again soon with more ppl.

2009-04-06T19:35:00.001+08:00

病从口入，
祸从口出。

2009-04-05T08:19:00.004+08:00

Omg. it is only 8 now. and i cant fall aslp again. its wkend and i m suppose to wake up late. haha. i guess i m use to getting up early at 6 everyday le. nvm healthy lifestyle. haha.

I m happy. haha

2009-03-29T09:16:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time since i last posted. Have been busy and tired due to internship. hmm. So i will make use of this time before i go for my soccer. haha.

Fri
After work, i rented a car with zx,yh and wen zheng. Its my first time driving out w/o and instructor. We went to changi for dinner, then subsequently travelled to night spots and other places. And i think i need to know the roads in sg better. Haa. Lucky i drove during late night, if not i will pay ERP like siao. Haha.

Sat
Went to ECP with them to roller blade, it was gr8. but i still a little unsteady at times. haha. We played at our "playground" at ECP (a spiral slope), its fun but a little dangerous. This is a damn fruitful and fun wkend. haha. ok. gtg for soccer.

2009-03-19T22:22:00.002+08:00

Internship till now is fun. got to learn lots of stuffs. but somethings cant be shared with other ppl. they are restricted in some way. haha. the only thing that i m stil not used to is the long working hours. 0800h - 1800h. less travelling time. my personal for wk days is like 11 hours. less slping time, free time will be approx 4hrs. haaha. working life is like that ba. no choice. but at least i m spending my 10 hrs learning news stuffs and doing something i like. haah. At least it is productive.

i can say that i m looking forward to wkends but i m sure i wont have monday blues yet. haha.

I wanna drive man! *looking for chances* haha.

2009-03-16T20:30:00.006+08:00

anyway, today is the first day of internship at aeromed centre. its great. the people there are friendly. the job that we will be doing for the next 7 mths shld be fun. the facilities there are awesome. cant wait to do some hands-on at the simulators. hopefully we will get the chance. Its a gr8 start for intern.

2009-03-15T21:28:00.003+08:00

Tmr is the start of our 7 mths internship. this is gonna be so exciting. gd luck to all of u ppl. we will meet up soon. haha

2009-03-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

前天，我陪外婆到疗养院探望她患病的弟弟。

这次的探访令我感触良多，
看到舅公消瘦的样子，
让我发现人是脆弱的，
在短短的几个月了，
一个四肢健全，
健康的人可被病魔折腾得不成人形。
舅公好几次都忍不住哭泣，
我的眼泪也不禁聚集在眼眶内。

所谓今日不知明日事，
大家都知道应该珍惜眼前所拥有的。
但实际上，有多少人能做到这点。
所以我们要开心的度过每一日，
跟着你的心走，
以免日后遗憾。

2009-03-10T23:27:00.003+08:00

不知不觉之中，
我来到了这里，
也不知该写些什么。

心里似乎灌满了感触，
但又不知从何说起，
也不知如何开始。

心里的不是难过，
但一时却无法形容。

其实做人不易，
一身中经历无数，
无数个失败，
无数个考验，
无数个挫折，
但最重要的是要懂得振作。

说的容易做的难，
如果这么轻易就能度过的，
就不算是考验了。

活在这世界上的不只我一个，
不时要注意身边的人
对我的想法，
对我的看法，
然后检讨一下，
反省一下。

做人确实不易啊。。。

sorry. this post is in chi.

2009-03-08T08:19:00.002+08:00

It is in my dream every night
I will be able to do everything i wanted
Everything i longed for
And everything i love
I wished i would nvr wake

2009-03-07T15:12:00.004+08:00

ahahaha. Finally,

I PASS MY TP!

Luck was on my side.

2009-03-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hmmm. looks like my mood is easily affected. sometimes, just have to look at things in a different point of view ba. then can feel better le. haha.

2009-03-06T20:36:00.002+08:00

Things doesnt seem to go so well for me. Is it a test for me or just.... i dont know.

Internship results are out. Can check at amscareer website. i got my aeromed but the happiness cant overwrite my feelings now. whatever. i will be fine soon

Rain Rain go AWAY

2009-03-04T17:50:00.004+08:00

It should only be raining after midnight so all of us can get a gd night slp. haha. Another reason, cause i wanna get tanned. so Mr Sun must be there. i wanna get tanned and lean.

1 more wk before intern starts. still no news for interviews. gd luck to all for intern and results.

Anyway, i m fine. dont worry. thanks for ur concerns

Time-out

2009-03-01T22:20:00.001+08:00

HOORAY!!

2009-03-01T18:53:00.004+08:00

today i went to play soccer in the morning despite my rashes. haha. then during soccer, i realised that my rashes were gone. soccer was fun. its 2 wks since i played soccer. this are some of the photos taken during the last sunday of 2008.

Sian

2009-02-27T22:41:00.007+08:00

TOday went for circuit in the morning. rusty and needs more practice. at the rate i m going now, i should be able to pass if i dont screw up suddenly. hopefully. keep my fingers crossed.

went back to cat high with jono and felix ong to visit, stay in the staff room with felix and crap with miss chow. ha.

Sian. i m down with my allergic reaction again for the 3rd or 4th time le. urticaria. i think is acute urticaria. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Urticaria) .its gonna spread throughout the whole of my body if my medicine doesnt work. oh pls dont. and the worse thing is that i dont know what had caused my allergy. i didnt really eat anything special today and just had lunch at cat high. zzzz.

Hope things goes well and all problems will be gone with the wind. *pray*.

1st day after exams

2009-02-26T08:00:00.001+08:00

time 0800, i have been awake for 24hours le. reached home at 0700h. woke up yesterday morning for my 1st come back on the road. my first revision driving lesson. my skills were mostly still there for the road. now the determining factor is my circuit. hopefully it will be fine tooo. ha.

went back to tamp to get some stuff and met wk. slack arnd at tm while waiting for faizal for bowling session. haha. in the end, the rain stopped him from coming. it was kinda late for bowling le. so we no choice and went home seperately lo.

And this is my first pool session after 2plus 3 months? lol. so long since i last played.
these are the photos. hah.

then i decided to go to zouk for some reason. lek ning was working at that time at velvet. haha. reached at 10 plus slack around. walk in and out. no moood. then tot of just getting a drink to spice up my mood. had graveyard. its quite nice actually, doesnt sound like what it is. haha. after the drink, i went back, but still no feel. haha. went baCK to lek ning lor. have to seriously thank lek ning. thanks. finally started dancing from 1 plus all the way til light on which is 4? had another graveyard. ha. but no enough to kill. haha. but hopefully my ears are still eligible for pilot. the hearing test is the killer man. lol. ok. its time to slp.haha.

Bsfund

2009-02-24T18:01:00.006+08:00

List 3 Management skills and comment briefly

Time management skill - Sometimes, time just seems to pass so slowly. Sometimes, time is nvr enough.

Decision making skill - Must learn to be more decisive when it comes to certain things.

Human relation skill - The most skill difficult to master. There's a limit and u will have to obtain a balance
__________________________________________________________________________________________

Is there medicine that can empty ur brain? my mind is always packed. lol. I wanna stop thinking and relax. i must learn the concept of flying a kite. i can woke up this morning and cant fall aslp. now i cant nap despite being tired physically. zzz.

HOLS!!!

2009-02-24T15:44:00.002+08:00

ATSYS2 exam marks the end of Year 2.2. Year 3.1 starts 3 weeks l8r,16 feb. That is where the year 3s will join the aviation industry as interns. It's our first step to aviation and hopes everyone does well. And hope that everyone gets the internship that they wants. gd luck to all. it will be close to 8 months before we get tgt again in a classroom

Exam now!!

2009-02-21T15:09:00.000+08:00

2 papers down. bsfund and ghomgt. bsfund was ok. ghomgmt was quite a killer man. hopefully can score a high b or b+. next is secsur then atsys. hopefully they will be ok. atsys is the more worrying one.

ALL THE BEST PPL!!

AS year 2.2 comes to an end

2009-02-13T00:58:00.002+08:00

yr 2.2 is now only left with the main exams. finally all proj and quizes are over. what's after the main exams is a totally exciting experience for us. the internships. the results are not out yet. no other news about internship also. It will last for 31wks starting from 16 march if i m not wrong. ha.

Sat is v day. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY everyone.

Relax

2009-02-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

One of my strength which is also my weakness is perhaps i take things tooo seriously and usually think toooo much.

Come on enson. u need to relax..... take it easy..... *deep breath*

INternship next sem

2009-02-06T22:19:00.003+08:00

Its been quite long since i last blogged. ha. is very busy with sch (projs &quizes) etc. most of the proj and quizes are done except for a couple of them. finally got some time to take a breath today.

Shopping can destress. lol. went to a closed warehouse sales with darren, lek ning, jo and daryl. mainly sports goods. ha. bought two pairs of shoes and a bag at a value for money price. lol. sadly, there's only mainly size 9 for male and 7 for ladies.

We were late for SIP talk. when we reach, all the job descriptions are over. omg la. lol. but i know what i will be doing le. although no flying. sad. 1 more chance down. left with two. zzz. what if i cant become a pilot this life? i think i will be doing the aeromedical one. but it looks like quite alot of ppl are interested. so i should just pray that i will pass the selection and get into the prog. if not i dont know what else will i b v interested in.

lol. OH ya. reflection time. lol. pls comment on my personalities etc. ha. honest and serious. thanks.

SECSUR Preso

2009-01-27T12:38:00.002+08:00

OMg. omg. i m in deep shit man. its the 2nd day of CNY. so screwed la. praveena said that we can postpone the preso if we canot make it and have to tell her by fri. shah went to look for her on fri. but couldn't contact her. he emailed her then. but has no reply till now. zzz. means its tentatively on tmr. the rest of the group might still able to barely meet the deadline. my group is only like 30% or less done. zzz.

now we are left we two options:
1) chiong all today till preso (not really possible though)
2) tmr go ask for postpone of preso for whole class
3) ask for postpone for the group (confirm minus or worse)

Sian. the best solution will be 2. zzz. god bless.

Answer

2009-01-26T01:31:00.002+08:00

Looks like the purpose of my previous post wasnt v successful. ha. i m unsingled. ha.

新年快乐！！！

2009-01-26T00:52:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY everyone. 万事如意. 恭喜发财.

Magic

2009-01-24T12:22:00.003+08:00

Source Based Qn:
yesterday is a wonderful day. Lol. i cant believe this is happening to me. everything seems so magic and amazing. ha. i truly hope that it will nvr ends. HAPPY.

Tangerines for everyone

2009-01-23T00:31:00.002+08:00

today, we had quite alot of fun in the LT, eating tangerines from the lecturers and doing funny stuffs. ha. i look like a vendor selling tangerines man. ha. here are some pics

Emotional

2009-01-20T18:09:00.001+08:00

I m feeling a little emotional now idk for what reason. Currently on the bus alone, and I think that’s the time that I will start to think bout random stuffs. Ha. Proj deadlines and quiz are closing on us and I am actually quite stress up. Since I chose the route to do well in my studies. Whatever. Ha.

Sometimes I tot whether the fact that I didn’t participate actively in poly activities is right? Ha. Mayb last time I should at least go for AMS stuffs etc. idk. Ha. But come to think of it, these activities aren’t for me? All the games and stuffs? But I was actually ok with it when I was in NYJC. Isit the ogl, the activities, or its my mindset that is different. Ha. Mayb you ppl don’t really understand what I m talking bout but nvm ha. I m just pouring everything that comes into my mind without any logic. Ha.

Oops. I nearly miss my stop. Ha. I should complete this entry at the bustop. Lol! Life is so unpredictable. And I think the butterfly effect or the ripple effect is really affect things a lot? Ha. Sometimes seeing that some ppl just have tonnes of friends in sch makes me feels a little envious? Ha. But nvm. This is my life. I came to poly alone only knowing ws and now I have made a lot of friend le ba. I should just be contented with my life now. Ha. My emotions should calm down after this entry and a run. Ha.

Sorry for making u ppl bored. Ha. Bye.

Shopping

2009-01-18T00:59:00.002+08:00

Today went out with the usual buddies zx, yh and lam. went to warehouse sale shopping for quite some times. bought some stuffs. i bought a shirt and belt for formal. ha. we tot quite long to fit and chose. lol.

then went to chinatown for dinner. omg. the its so crowded there. but the food there is nice la. so many gd food there. ha. or mayb my defination of gd is diff la. ha. wanted to eat claypot but need to wait for an hour. so we went to get some hokkien mee. and chilli sotong? lol. nice. the hokkien mee boss decided to "treat" us as he nvr came back to collect e money. too busy le ba. but we went to pay after eating. if not l8r we throw up everything. lol. there's CNY atmosphere in Chinatown. but the traffic jam is the killer man. buses and cars are moving like tortoises. lol. here are some random pics that i took. lol

Omg. only i m smilling. they all so cool.

I m Blessed

2009-01-17T01:00:00.003+08:00

just reach home. Went out today. Don't know how to describe my feelings. just know that i m blessed. Damn happy. lol. i shall post a photo. ha.

JAE duty

2009-01-15T23:50:00.003+08:00

Today is my JAE duty. 2nd shift which starts at nn. so before duty i went to tp's pool to swim. ha. first time i swim in tp pool. and so long since i last swam. ha. suddenly got the feel last night jiu jio ppl go swimming lo. but all of the 5 didnt wanna go except yu lun. zj and fai wanna go gym though fai didnt go in the end. so i went with yulun. btw my swimming sucks.i m slow and no endurance. need some trg. ha. swam 5 sets of 4 laps. ha.

for JAE duty. i was stationed at outside the tent. it was kinda hot. so sometimes i will go into the airconed tent occasionally. ha. aft duty went for dinner with zj, wk, fai, kathleen and jia min. went to pizza hut for dinner. we took some pics

i was trying to see if my hands are long. but this is an evidence of it being short.lol

lol. 1st ng.

a nice one after setting up for some time. lol. 2mins? ga

JAE wk

2009-01-12T20:51:00.001+08:00

Aww man. Chelsea lost to Man u 3-0 la. omg.

THis wk will have quite little lessons i think. all ams lect and tut will be cancelled. only left secsur, and bsfund. no tut for bsfund. cause preso is over. haha. but the rest of the time shld be used to do proj all 3 of them due on the wk after CNY. Got to wear formal + tie for JAE. quite demanding but i m ok with it. a chance to look mature and smart. ha.

The few days, i've been think about a lot of things. my mind is full every single moment. but i m happy.

Lol. just did something i have nvr done before. ha. i taught fai to tie a tie using webcam. ha. fun la. btw i must emphasize that ME AND FAI AREN'T GAY. ha

TP Open house

2009-01-10T23:45:00.003+08:00

There was no lesson on friday. orgcom was cancelled. when i receive shah msg i was DAMN Happy la. lol. the combos of proj are hiong lor. everyday slp so little hours. i low batt le. finally got a day with no sch. although, i still have ams duty for open house but its ok. me, fai and two yr 1s are stationed at the entrance of business sch. but our business was bad. ha. arent v productive. mainly just distributing the flyers. ha. dont know how to approach la. shy. lol. standing at the biz entrance was a little tiring. but there is energizer to recharge me. ha.

after the shift ended, me zhujian, fai, wei kit, sok fan and wing went for dinner at swensens. ha. actually its the first time for us to like really go out to have meals. quite sad lor.

Today duty was quite productive. stationed at the booth to promote ams. explain and pyscho ppl to go for the ams career talk. i ushered them all the way to the LT. ha. sounds hardworking? lol. and for some reason, today is the great great day. woohooo. hahaha. its a nice beginning for 2009. hope for a gd yr ahead. haaaaa.

As 2009 approaches

2008-12-28T19:19:00.002+08:00

Its a blazing sunday morning, as usual we were playing soccer under the scorching sun. omg. i think i m quite badly burnt. lol.

today is the last day of hols le. i have be slacking all hols not doing any indiv proj. ha. but thats the usual me. ha.

time passes really fast. 2008 is coming to an end. this yr isn't a great yr for me. a couple of big failures. zz. nvm. next yr would be better one. HOOYA!! Happy new yr everyone!!

ZZZzz

2008-12-17T11:40:00.003+08:00

Fail fail fail. Zzz. i dont know how and dont know why i m so screwed up and strike the kerb at the crank course. what m i thinking man. i nvr strike that before lor. nvr before. and have to strike it at TP. 10 points!!!! zz. and one more thing i should have touch is the back pole for parallel. i was trying to maximise before moving out. how dumb. wtf m i doing man. now i have to spead a couple of hundreds again for another TP. waste money waste time. the next TP is 23rd FEB!!!!!! FAILED BADLY!!! mayb i got a problem with cars and planes. zzz

TT over

2008-12-12T23:34:00.002+08:00

FInally, all TT over. ha. when for driving today afternn. i get all the "immediate failure". not much time left for TP le. Instr say must really buck up. things are not optimistic for me. is there really something wrong with my physcomotor skills, judgement and adwareness? zz. hopefully luck will help me to pass. ha.

Tonnes of projs to do for these two wks of hols. need lots of time management to spend this hols fruitfuly.

HA

2008-12-08T00:09:00.001+08:00

So many things to look forward to after TT. my last holiday. must cherish. ha. NYJC OG gathering. swee.

Stress

2008-12-07T15:09:00.003+08:00

Shouldn't be blogging at this point of time. should be studying lor. haven started on anything yet. trying to compile all the tips and solutions etc. but why m i feeling so stress now. zzz. i really cant stand someone in this house. f up. zzz.

Soccer frenzy

2008-11-23T15:22:00.002+08:00

played soccer 3 times this wkend. sat morning - field, afternn- street, sun morning - bball court. ha. field soccer is v fun. except that it was quite tiring. but worth it. we played 3-5-2 formation against my friends' friend. lol. i was playing on the left wing. not much of contributions except some tackles and clearance. miss my only chance of soccer. ha.

Rushed to the church after soccer. my NCC teacher is getting married with another teacher in CHS. ok. they are both from CHS. ha. cool. hoep they have a blessed marriage.

1st driving lesson in the circuit

2008-11-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

Ha.went to the driving circuit for the first time. it was quite screwed initially. cause of the regulations and turnings in the circuit. after a while it got a bit better. the obstacles are ok. except some small mistakes here and there. hopefully it will improve with more practice there. On the test route, i screwed up "changing lanes". my filtering are quite bad. means i cant change lanes when there are quite a lot of cars around. zzz.. the pressure is coming as time pass.

Busy Busy

2008-11-14T17:52:00.002+08:00

Haven been posting recently. is was busy right now. dont come online frequent. my childhood friend shui xiong. came back from malaysia for a short hols after he leftto study two yrs ago. so the wkend and early this wk was spent with him shopping etc. whenever i only have half day of lessons, i will be at jurong learning driving. hmm. long travelling hours to TP and to driving. ha. kinda got use to it le.

Lek ning, jo and daryl ask me to play mahjong. actually i m ok la. just dont play too big. lol. mahjong is just to spent time and have fun ma. dont make it so stress. lol. and wkdays are too pack for me. only available for wkends. ha.

TT is coming and assignments are coming tooo. gonna get stressed again. zzz.

Speaking of exams, the A's is going on now and ending for most of the ppl. ha. gd luck to them. gonna meet up with my og mates again. miss them. but things might not be the same again after 1 yr. hopefully it doesnt change much.

Camp Relay

2008-11-01T21:14:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was campus relay. our course have been placing quite alot of effort in it this year. purposely conduct trials etc. i got into team two sadly. ha. but its ok. not as fast ma. hmm. the race start only at 5. omg from 11 lesson end rot til 5. but it is worth it. our course came in 5th 8th and 12th out of 53 teams ok. zai. ha. top ten got trophies. but actually our biggest win is to get so many coursemates to come down and support and work as a team. a whole course. paul says as part of celebration we will have party at his house sometime. ha.

actually mayb our team could be 7th? i think i didnt push myself alot cause i feel not as tired as wed run? nvm. its over.

Today went to ECP alone to help out in OSIM coporate triathlon. initially got jono de. then today he got SYFC and i tio ps. nvm. bo pian also. SYFC more impt. before the duty start it was drizzling. so i was slacking around waiting and finding for the person in charge. knew this girl from NTU who is a life guard. ha. then just talk to her while waiting lor. quite a swt girl la. friendly too. ha

duty starts and paired up with a guy for duty as there were limited single kayaks. not bad la. he tel me about army BMT. he was a section commander in tekong. so know quite alot. then he give me tips on how to get into OCS. all the 750m swims were changed to 200m. so got nothing really to do. we got a gd position and grab onto an anchor so as not to get drifted. ha. the whole swim end le. then saw squid (TP one). lol. hmm. sign out and ate lunch. went to bath and lost my cap. sian la. zzzz. how careless can i be. zzz.

Internships

2008-10-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

Internships will be coming next sem. can wait for 3.1 to come. oh man. today gary talk to us about internships. so zai la. they got so many gd internships for us. station manager at emirates etc. omg. they work hard to help us get these internships and we shal not make them lose face and disappoint them. thanks them alot for helping us so much in so many ways. hmm. but i think if possible i will be going for the PPL (R). ha. as usual. lol.

saw this necklace online. quite cool. but wont be able to get it as it is in UK and its 20plus £ la. ex lor. ha. sounds like a girl? ha. but mayb this wings can motivate me and encourage me. cause i dont have wings YET. ha.

nice huh. ha

Back to SYFC

2008-10-27T12:49:00.003+08:00

Went back to SYFC on sat to attend cert presentation. just a cert to recognise that we have gone through basic flying trg. almost everyone in course 157 is there. a chance to meet up and chat. things have changed in syfc i.e new instr etc. ha. there was a career talk by some officer from RSAF. the whole route of being a pilot soounds pretty gd. and i think i would probably give it a try. i m not going to let any chance of becoming a pilot go. ha. jono is in SYFC le. hmm. gd luck to him then. too bad i m not there le. zz

sch

2008-10-26T19:34:00.002+08:00

got OTC medication as this sem's cds. so lucky la. i saw 3 places left and decided to give it a try as i m going to drop FOM regardless. in the end got it tgt with wei kit. 2 out of 3. ha. sch days are busy. everytime i dont have lesson. i would have to go for driving. ha. next wk got campus relay. hope AMS will get the top 3. long time nvr run le. will see myfitness on wed. feeling quite lazy actually. zzz.

Sch started

2008-10-21T22:45:00.006+08:00

sch is quite slack for this week. no tuts. only got lectures. CDS is bothering me so much. dont really like the FOM. but i will go for the tut tmr and seee how lor.

these are some photos we took in M'sia

on the coach

nice huh

enjoy the breezeee

above the clouds

in front of first world

lol!!

cable car ride

view from the car

cool

in the room

watching ultraman!!

at the aquaria

underwater world

Screwed

2008-10-18T11:12:00.002+08:00

Driving yesterday is screw. my right turn is freaking bad. zzzz. how sia. ... u- turn is no gd either. got to buck up. overall performance is 3/7.

Sch time table is out. omg. tonnes of non AMS lecturers and tutors. think we will be going to miss some of them. time table not v nice. no more free day le. everyday got sch. and i got a stupid cds that i think i didnt choose. FOM (fundementals of management)? idk also. lol. gonna apppeal.

i miss flying. sigh. AMS is on news paper also chinese paper "zhao Bao" on tues or wed. got my photo. lolol.

i m off

2008-10-06T20:07:00.001+08:00

Today's driving lesson is better than the last one. but still needs to improve alot. hope the everything will be smooth for the rest of the wk. tmr's interview and my trip to m'sia. ha. bye. take care all.

Finally

2008-10-04T16:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterdays' driving quite not gd. too long nvr drive le one plus wk. rusty le. instr say need to improve fast to make it to my new Test date i.e. 16th dec. ha.

wanted to go back cat high visit de. but yest jono and i were on the way le. then he told me no NCC trg today. then didnt go back lor. went to play ppool intead ha. pool fever again after watching the chinese variety show a bout pool.

Planning to go for a trip to m'sia on the 8th. but mum not happy about it. but nvm la. just do it. anyway its too late le. book everything le. ha. hopefully she will sponsor. ha. i dont know what the older generations are thinking. anything i do they say dangerous. no safe. then keep saying is friends influence. basket sia. f up. anyway i will be leaving on 7th at 2300h.

On the 7th. i also have interview with Zhao3 Bao4. about our course and other stuff. hmm. hopefully it will be smooth and i wont throw my face and the course face. ha. gonna be busy recently le. finally something meaningful this hols.

3rd driving session

2008-09-24T17:37:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not posting recently cause i really dont have things to post. i m usually at home or at friends' house. u dont wanna keep reading me playing mahjong or playing games. ha.

Today's driving performance was absolutely not up to my expectation. quite screwed. stall a couple of times. not smooth coordination when changing gear etc. hope i will improve as time goes by. my TP has changed to 23 jan. hopefully can find an earlier one.

2nd driving session

2008-09-16T23:11:00.003+08:00

Ha. today is my 2nd driving lesson. early in the morning 930. haven wake up so early for a few wks le. ha. the instructor straight away ask me to sit at the driver seat and ask me to start off. quite surprising. cause i only didnt afew start and stop only. but nvm. ha. at the start it was not that smooth. but after a while, changing gear become smooth and fun. ha. although there are a few area that i must improve on. ha. driving is fun. but not as fun as flying la. i reach 50 + km/h. ha. cool.

and my TP date change to 19th jan le. try to bring forward as much as possible. dont wanna clash with exam wk and assignment wk. but its on tues morning. mayb need to pon sch. or wil work it out with lecturers.

Results

2008-09-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

Results is out. most of them are ok. except for airport admin that i get B+. sian. pull down gpa again. surely drop out of director list. i understand from mr abbas that my exam just got a borderline A. my CA is B+. who ask me assignment last min get B. proj B+ i think. no choice lor. zzz. sian la. msut learn from this le. hai.

1st driving lesson

2008-09-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

ha. today was my first driving lesson. hmm. the instr is quite nice. met at jurong east mrt. a bit far sia. but nvm i travel to TP also v far. today is mainly about theory. about car controls etc. then learn to move off and stop. cool. ha quite nervous but i didnt stall the car. ha. mayb because he is guiding me. ha.

after that i went to BBDC to book my practical test. set on 6th feb 2009. hopefully it wont clash with much things. and i wil pass it at 1st go. i dont wanna retake. and after exam is flying prog le. i dont wanna miss anything.

Talking about flying prog, paul says that there wont be summer sch this hols. but air grading for flying prog will be arnd 1st wk of oct. hopefully i dont screw it up. i really wanna return. gonna find a day go back to visit syfc and visit mr hi le. ha. Jo, we will arrange for that? ha.

Hols life

2008-09-09T03:52:00.002+08:00

the past few days are considered normal. so didnt update. mayb just like what zx say. i wil start posting lesser and lesser as time goes by. ha. indeed, quite true.

Ha. i started playing bbal le. Sat aftnn after yh booked out. ha. but i suck. lost touch le. can even miss under the basket. wth. ha. nvm. after some time the feel wil come back again. once u gain some skills, it will be with u forever. lol. the 4 of us played against some young chaps. suprisingly. we won. probably due to the teamwork ( passing etc) from soccer. and physical presence. ha. teamwork in most ball games are similar. just like ball sense. i had fun playing bbal.

Sun is soccer. not very gd form on that day. didnt perform well. after that we went to queensways as lam and zx wanted to get soccer boots. and i got my slipper. ha.

these few days we have been playing dota whenever we do know what to do while we are at home. sometimes i wil go watch some hk drama. ha. 学警雄心. although its on channel U now. but i prefer to watch online. cause i wont need to accomodate to the schedule and i watch in canto online. ha. nicer than chinese. lol. cause i m trying to pick up some canto as i watch.

The 4 of us are planning to go m'sia this hols. probably in oct ba. hope it wont be just thinking and no actions taken. its will be damn fun. ha.

Death Race

2008-09-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

Went to play pool in the evening. haven play for quite a while le. ha. hmm. after that went to watch death race. ha. damn cool. i should say its nice la. the ending is also quite gd. not expected those kind. nice ending la. should catch it.

Hols

2008-09-03T00:33:00.011+08:00

Everytime during sch term i always wanted a hols to recharge. humans are nvr contented. always got something to complain about. now i feel so sian. lol. everyday must find things to do. when yh nvr book out then most of the time will stay at home.

Sat/Sunday 12am i have nth better to do. thus i watch Die Hard 1,2,3,4 that cable tv was showing. watch til 7 plus am then slp.woke up at 3 plus? slack while then went to Joo's house to celebrate her bday at night. went there with mings and found Hui Shan and Pei Qi (pri sch classmate) there. ha. being too popular. joo got around 4 or 5 group of ppl celebrating bday for her. at diff time. so she got 4 or 5 cakes. lol. she's sure gonna get cake phobia. ha. we chit chat and drank some wine till 11 ? then went off le. ha. so many ppl celebrating bday for her. so nice. ha.

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Mon woke up at 11 then went to ssdc to apply for PDL. i walk for like 20mins. then i reach there they tell me computer system down. come back another day. omg wth. sucks man. waste my time and energy. they should have contingency plan ma. basket. so i have to walk all the way back home again. zzz.

then wanted to play some bball after yh book out in the afternn. zx suggested some table tennis before bball. then ok lor. ha. everyone kena influence by olympics le. ha. although its over le. but we should still cont the sporting spirit. ha. played table tennis from 5. then it started raining at 6plus. spoil my bbal plans. hate the rain. so we cont to play all the way till 1945h. they went for dinner and i went home. hopefully tmr will have gd weather.

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PHOTOS!!!!

Ha. here are the photos that we took during RSAF open house on Sat by Joshua with his professional skills and camera. Feel free to comment. cause this blog looks dead now. look like no one coming no one tagging.

RSAF Open house 2008

World's strongest men.

cool la. but idk what this one use for

zx yh and me with idk what aircraft. lol

i didnt know the rotary wings so long. dont laugh at my ignorance.

yh

zx

Protected Area!!!

At the hangar

with the fighter

Black knights!!!

In one of their multi engine plane. KC 135? not sure.

Watching the C130 t/o

Bazooka. boom. ha

with the fleet behind

once more.

Whats inside???

ZOOM out.

RSAF open house

2008-08-30T21:24:00.002+08:00

soccer in the morning. the weather was gd. no rain. ha. considered quite lucky le. Monsoon is coming. raining everyday. although its nice for slping. but will spoil my everyday activities.

RSAF open house. went at only 3 plus 4. it started pouring when we reach there. suay. lucky it stop after a while. saw alot of a/c. took quite a lot of pic. but not with me. will upload as soon as receive. ha. damn tired today bb.

HOOYA!!!

2008-08-29T15:04:00.002+08:00

EXAM OVER!!! after suffering for 1 plus wk. the exam is finally over. 5 papers. all over. the papers are considered ok. except for APADM that i got 4 mcq wrong? holy shit. there goes. zzz. then cargo with "no tips". but at least its considered ok le la. hopefully this two wont pull my GPA down.

Enough of exams. ha. there are so many things that i wanna do. ha. driving. Go COMEX. RSAF open house. play soccer. and actually i feel like playing bball too. after i stop play for close to 6 yrs? ha. exam over le. now i got tonnes of time to do what i wan. but i feel like finding some nice jobs. any one got anything to recommend. face to face customer service not prefered. ha. i also dont think i will be working this time. lol. depends on what job la. ha.

EXAMS!!!

2008-08-25T15:30:00.002+08:00

sorry for not update. have been TRYING to study. ha. 2 paper down. 3 more to go. the 3 most jia lat one. haven study yet. lol. ok. post again after exams. gd luck to all.

CPT Gerry Peacock's Talk

2008-08-14T12:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is suppose to be an unofficial hol. most of us went to sch for this talk. its was main about A380 etc. and the pilot experience. quite interesting and enriching. more determine to become a pilot. but detemine is one thing ability is one. we will see if i have the aptitude if i get the chance to go for PPL in M'sia. If i have the chance and choice. i dont know whether to be a RSAF pilot or commercial pilot. mayb either one would be fine. as long as i can pursue this dream. ha.

and i m supposed to be studying for ALFOP quiz l8r. but m just distracted with tonnes of stuff. hopefuly. it will be easy and with unity it will be easy. ha.

BORED!!!!!!!

2008-08-12T11:02:00.002+08:00

i m now alone at lib waiting for lesson at 3? so pathetic. ha. so bored. nth to do. holy. french was quite fun la. but if i didnt go for it then i wont be in this state now. zzzzzzz. and my phone just died. what a day.

Exams around that corner

2008-08-11T21:17:00.002+08:00

ha. exams is coming. this wk is suppose to be revision lect if any. most of the subj got revision except mr sumarni's that look like the 1st lect. ha. he said emphasis are given through out the lect. omg. so dead. so much to study. better start soon.

tmr i have break from 10 to 3. omg. how to spend it. zzz. try to start mugging ba. hopefully. but not likely. ha. today the group just finish AISYS1 proj. the last proj. song la. ha.

080808

2008-08-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

yes. 080808 thats the date today. ha. swee swee. today Olympic opening? and submission of ATSYS proj. omg. did it from 10plus to 5plus. without lunch. sorry we didnt have time for meals. zj was the hungry one? ha. fai again didnt manage to go for prayers and have to delay working time. sry. went to print and submit the proj. AMS lecturer are the ones left in the staff room. having a meeting. the hardworking ones. that explains the success of the course. ha. oops. appreciate what they have done for us.

watch Olympics opening. spectacular man. damn zai. so many ppl performing. yet the coordination is almost perfect. fantastique. ha.

tmr national day. ha. oh. 43 yrs old? ha. happy bday la. lol. talking about national day. i started listening to radio again. 933fm. i cheena la. lol. they keep playing national day song. and i relax there are so many national days songs for singapore. and too much? the recent song for these few yrs are like normal pop chinese and engs song. not that much feeling ma. the traditional
count on me singapore
one people one nation one singapore etc
and the one i think got the most feeling : home (家）(pardon me if i m wrong) by kit chan
now the one by joi chua one got no feel one leh. lol. eh lets vote for the national day song that u ppl like? pls tag and name the one u like most after reading. thanks. bb

No More Theory

2008-08-07T01:51:00.004+08:00

ha. i pass my FTT. ha. shiok. when taking the test, i was doubting that i could pass. cause i was not sure of alot of qn. nvr see or study before leh. lol. just whack la. luck is on my side tooo.

Booked for practical also le. 1st lesson is on teachers' day. hmm. wanna chiong driving during hols. but it struck me about chionging at SYFC also. mayb its the chionging that time that play part of the reason why i m out. canot digest? so i think i will slow down the speed a bit. hopefully TP will be for the Term test next sem. (OMG.. still long la. think so far for what?). gd planning is necessary. ha.

Today damn suay. sandals broke. walked awkwardly all the way home. embarrassing sia. stupid. but lucky can pass FTT. ha.

thanks to all. for luck and congrats. ha. nights.

Targets

2008-08-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

just finish dota-ing. tmr got FTT. still got alot of things dont know yet. omg. may luck be with me l8r. i dont wanna FAIL!!!! waste money waste time waste face. so many things i wanna do and so little time. typical human.

Short term goals:

Pass FTT tmr.
Finish all assign by this wk

Mid term goals:

Do well for the coming exams
Pass and get driving license at 1st attempt. at most 2nd? ha

Long Term GOals:

Get PPL
continue to do well for studies

hmm. no more goals that i can think of le. ha. can feel free to name me some. ha. ily will set a goal for me which is choco ice blend. and omg. so sorry that i lose ur pen and pencil asy. zzz. i m always that blurr. haiz. when can i change.

project & movie marathon

2008-08-02T03:27:00.002+08:00

My apologies for not blogging for quite a while. have been burdened by tonnes of proj that is due these few wks. trying to slot in time to do proj whenever the group members are free. oh well. serve me right for being last min. here is the summary of the wk.

Tues was french role play. its a fun thing to do actually. though it's an assessment. me and asy scored pretty well. get A le. w/o participation. my previous CDS's B+ is the past le. shall not mention it anymore.

Wed was norm with lessons and proj after lessons. Reflection: during MGTAIRC tut. zj was late for an hour. when he came. mr sumarni was trying to find out the reason and i m there trying to interupt the convo (answering the qns on behalf of zj though i dont know a shit about it). childish, immature and extremely rude act. must change. zzz.

Thurs, i ponned french tut which was showing the 2nd part of some french movie. reach home at 5 plus and napped till 9. omg. must be tooo tired from the constant lack of slp and projs.

Fri, proj for the whole day trying to finish two projs due the wk after. but i m more worried about my individual proj and another group proj due next wk(stilll untouched) gged. watched MOney no enough 2. hmmm. all i can say is typical jack neo movie, not much new jokes. bo bian la. jokes also will run out de ma. still managed to laugh at some parts. this time, its more about being filial. the movie got moral de ok. ha.

Today, i will be trying to slp till late afternn. then register for spooky movie marathon at any safra. then go down to Mt faber safra for the marathon. 2030h to 0830h. hopefully it will be nice and i can tahan the slpless night. will try to take some photos la.

Tiger Airways' attachment is kinda attractive. with job scope. pay. and fun. it's tempting. but not enough for me to give up my. dream. i ll return. hahaha. and in addition, which part of me looks like a cabin crew? ha. none. actually, which part of me look like a pilot? none too. awww. ha. hopefully pilot aptitude test and interviews will be coming soon. ok it's slping time. bonne nuit. make this place more lively pls. even though it is lunar 7th month now. thanks. it feels damn dead. HOOOOOYAAA!!!!!!!!!!

Jetquay trip

2008-07-28T21:04:00.005+08:00

Ha. today we "ponned" abbas tut to go to Jetquay for excursion. ha. some real experience outside from tuts. ha.

Bried intro on Jetquay. Its a terminal for commercially important person. its was exclusively for members. but now we additional 200bucks ( up to 3 pax) u can use the terminal for arrival and departure. the terminal isn't big but its well renovated with luxurious services etc. i think it will be nice for an experience. mayb next time we can try and experience this luxury. ha. some photos that we took at Jetquay.

at the lobby. Me ily asy zhu jian

At the lobby. from left. me. wei kit. zhu jian . faizal and yulun

In one of the meeting rooms. Look like family photo? lol

With Towkay in the middle?

When mountain tortoises enter high class toilet with big shower head

eh. where's the purp one?

Sunday

2008-07-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

Wake up like 8 plus in the morning instead of usual 9 cause zeng xu wanted to play early. Soccer was cool as usual. there was an "away" team. ppl whom always come to the court even though they know there are tonnes of us there. dont know what they thinking. its "our " court. lol. played to 11 plus. when my cousin shouted and landed on the ground after suffering a kick from one of the away guy. its not a pretty sight. he was in great pain. i went home to get his I/C and went off to SGH on the ambulance. I waited outside the A&E for like 2 hrs? before the doc came out and talk to me about his situation. he has a dislocated knee and need to be observed for another 2 hours. omg. so i have to stay alone at hosp for another 2 hours. holy. i went for lunch. bought newpaper to spend time. BTW my phone DIE on the way to the Hosp. what a time. zz. my uncle pick us up.

i reach home and chiong to catch "Prom night' with Zhi Hui, Cheng Qi and Mao. ha. So long nvr see them le. and thanks to Zx and SL who bought the tix for me as i m at the hosp. Prom night wasnt really worth show. but it brought the 4 of us for a gathering. ha. after the movie, we went for dinner at Subway. Somewhere i dont really go for meals cause ZX dont eat vege. bad boy. ha. after meal was arcade. play some bball and some kiddy games and went home. hope for another meeting with them soon. ha.